Friday, July 2, 2010
我只要你快乐...
I'm back, back home in SG. Tonnes of things happened... family, work and love... I went back to M'sia because of some family issues. and I saw quarrels everywhere. Realised one thing in common. Men and Women each have a set of reactions/behaviours in quarrels, Men in Anger and Women in Tears. In the past, 外婆 and 外公, Tiggy & Bunny... also, mummy & daddy, aunt & uncle...Tiggy, you're right. We were Normal afterall.
Sadly, Tiggy's missing. It feels like... He passed away. I miss him... I miss him so much. I rmb him telling me "Hey My fellow Joint a/c Holder, you're the woman of my life, you know?" and I wld shy-ly shook my head and whisper "nope I dunno. heez..."
"and now you know... so don't ever leave me okie?" said Tiggy.
Tiggy & Bunny were deeply in love. And I still love Tiggy, as much as ever. But Tiggy, where did you go? Man of my life... when will you be home? I miss you. so much so much...
And I know, all Tiggy wanted was Bunny to be happy. Everything he thought of was for my sake... Tiggy, I'm sorry I didn't smile enough. But while you're not around, I'm be strong. Even without your prescence, thoughts of you, your smiles and us are my strength to move on. We always have a special bond... from Day 1 when I know you, from the day we turned from strangers to colleagues, colleagues to friends, friends to buddies, buddies to lovers... till now that you're gone, we always have this special bond. This bond should never be broken, and never will be... at least at my end.
I wish one day, we'll find Tiggy. Promises are promises, it's meant to be kept. My promise to Tiggy? I'll hold your hand and walk down this rocky path with you, forever and ever...
别担心我。我现在还是快乐的，可是有你在我身边我会更快乐... 更幸福...
Anyway, strangely, I got to know this new friend name Thomas... He looks very similar to Tiggy... or at least, he reminds me of Tiggy. But I dun really know him that well yet... Hopefully, I could know him better...
Blessing in disguise? Maybe that's what Tiggy prepared to make life easier for me? He always care, I know... =)
Anyway... Last few days had been tough. really tough. I had the worst migraine ever of my life... for continueously 4 nights. well, 4 sleepless nights of coz. while Tiggy's not around... Experienced some tough issues that I can't resolve... But Thankfully, I have Besties Cara and Prabha, Sistas Janet and Ariel and Darling girl Joo San with me... and also Mum & Dad and my aunt (also my god mother)... So glad. It was them... who got me standing up stronger...
I am thinking of overseas employment... wonder how is working overseas like. However, Dad doesnt seem too pleased of my thoughts.. he's worried I guess... and mummy... didn't look to well also. sigh.
mean while, health conditions didn't get any better... I may need to see the doctors soon. hate it. If Tiggy's still around, he would definitely goes with me... but now, I'm all alone. Didn't tell mummy & daddy too, afraid they couldn't take it. I seems to forget things easier and more lately.. it's scary...
anyway, take care people... life's unpredictable. Just like how Tiggy just suddenly went missing. Buddy Lulu told me this: some questions no matter how much you think, forever there will not have any answers.. Just hold on to the faith... Don't lose that faith.
sigh... yeah, dun lose that faith... Destiny's in our hands, all we need is to believe in ourselves.. hold that faith.
Tiggy hubby... Jia you! =) 我会快乐的。而我... 我也只要你快乐。
|by ~* Bunny *~ at 12:49 AM|
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