Monday, November 1, 2010
Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock....
been so packed with so many activities!
卓医师对我说:“开心也得过一天,难过也得过一天,那不如开开心心过着每一天?”
If I didn't rmb wrongly, she isn't the first who said this to me before. However, this was often forgotten. I'm still changing, maybe growing you could say. =p
Anyway, we never knew what's gonna be like tomorrow and I just dun wanna miss any chances of seeing smile on faces and hearing laughters. One overseas trip, many hangouts and movie dates, many gatherings and L4D games and I'm still hoping for life to goes on like this..... =) And I'm glad at least for this current moment, my Life's maintaining like how it shld be:
01 Oct 2010 - Happy Children's Day!
I always love children's day when I was a kid because we get small gifts from the teachers! lol. and now I still love children's day only that I am hopping I could live like a child again, roaming around the playground, stress- free. =)
The company I am working with decided to reward us with a trip to Universal Studio Singapore!
Pussy from Shrek! I always love his innocent eyes... awwwww..... Via Via Khoo with her Gigi. And my favourite Fatbo!
Thanks to Jia Min who bought this photo and scanned it for us! The 1st shot of our Mummy Ride! and I love love love the Mummy Ride! =D
LOL. My toe nails! Love going to JB to get my nails done. it's cheaper and equally nice doing nails there! Mine's done at a Nail Palour @ Plaza Pelangi. When I'm back from my Kinabalu climb I shall go do my finger nails!!!! =p
Roost Juice Bar - It's a very retro yet comfortable cafe at Jalan Dhoby. I fell in love instantly the 1st time Sista brought me there.
They serve Nice Western food! but the best part isn't the dishes, it's their drinks!!! I ordered Strawberries Trips - it's an ice blend with Yorgurt, Strawberries, apple juice and banana (which of course I asked the staff to exclude the Banana!! well, i dun like the smell of banana.... lol.) And I thought it's really unique that they serve the drinks in a pail!
Dinner Gathering at Shokudo Raffles City Shopping Centre with Sista Janet, Mai Mai, Jit and Leonard. The girls wanted to play with the neoprint machine, the guys dun have a choice and got dragged to do so. And we had lots of fun doing the vainy actions. LOL.
My Dory Fish Burger and the Corny Soup! The portion is so big I couldn't finish it at all. But the soup was awesome! =)
One night I managed to pull a buddy of mine, CK, to go shopping with me at Vivo City! LOL. Well he hasn't got work to do and we are both waiting for Mai Mai and the rest for gaming @ Chamber so I thought I could ask him to join me to hunt for my Paris Bijourx Bracelet!
Sigh.... Talking of Paris Bijourx makes me boils! I bought this bracelet with a lovely white crane and a diamond 'R' charms at USS and I lost it after wearing it for less than 1 DAY!!!! =( yeah as usual the careless me.... I love it so much and I paid abt $60 (okie, with a $25 voucher given by the company) for it... sigh! sigh! sigh! I searched from internet and saw that there's a Paris Bijourx shop at Vivo and thought maybe I could get a same one there, yet just to realise the shop is not there anymore =( so I gonna find a chance to get myself into USS again to buy my bracelet. sobs!
We ended up having dinner at Marche @ VivoCity! I love the ambience....
Ice Cream and My favourite Strawberries on a crepe!! It's simply awesome and sinful! LOL.
I Love the lightings... The lamps in Marche makes it very Europeanish...
My Tiara Pinky from SimplyToys @ Vivo! Love it and bombed me!
Candid!
oh gosh... what's via via khoo doing????
Lovely desserts for supper = The Double S-es... SUPER SINFUL!!
Oh... I went shopping at Sephora @ Takashimaya and Isetan @ Wisma one day while waiting for CK to join me to meet Mai Mai and the rest for L4D game as usual... And there I burned a hole in my pocket...... lol!
Hello Everybody! My Name is Rikka! lol...
Thanks to Iphone Polaroid App! LOL.
Alrighty! Photos Update Completed! haha =p
been thinking of him... Which I know I shouldn't. somehow, he never left my mind, he never left my heart. and I guess some corners of my heart I probably still Love him. But everything is history and it gotta be impossible... Whether anot if one day I am lucky enough to have him come back to me, I will not go back to someone like him anymore. I know if besties and sistas knew abt this, they gonna scold me stupid. But I guess when one truly loves someone, no matter what they did, it's never easy to let go. One or two drops of tears still roll at the thought of him.. recollections of our happy times and torture moments. the facts of what he had lied about and the money he still owes me... love it and hate it.
My heart still aches very much.. silently. I never dare to tell anyone how much I am still hurting in me becoz of him... I mean, I love my life now. I love having a group of supportive friends and family, being who I am, organising events and stuffs, being financially more relaxed, travelling around etc but something is still lacking.
Tomorrow is not for me to tell but I dunno how I could love again. or rather, I probably never knew how to love. silly.
In fact... I think I am afraid to fall in love.
And I shiver at the thought of Marriage. beats me.
I dunno if I am hurting becoz he left me (which shld be a very relief thing for me...) or becoz of what he did & said during the whole break up.
Of so many things that happened and I couldn't remember a single bit, for one particular scene I can't forget.... even though I very much want to...
I remember him in Jean and green t-shirt. A little high from the alcohol, holding me in his arms beneath a void deck near my block... he described to me how we could travel and eat all the nice food when time stops... when I told him "I wish Time stops now.... so I could be in your arms forever, smiling."
I miss you. And I never once lied about my love for you......
I hope you're happy with her. But on top of this I hope we can have a clean cut soon. it's disgusting when you haven't clear your own shit.
sigh. See! I dun even know my feelings towards him. too complex. I only know I've been praying that I dun see him anymore. Love and Hate. It's complicating and it's contradicting! I wonder if I have split personality man. LOL.
Anyway, Rikka is going strong! I'm Miss Power, Mighty BunnY! LOL.
我的小妹Jace今天对我说: "噪音与音乐只是一线之差。" 我不认同但却觉得挺有趣的。
Red Ribbon is moving slow. I wish I could quit my job but for my plans to travel Bangkok and Taiwan again next yr, I gotta Tahan!!!
Good night all! =D
|by ~* Bunny *~ at 3:31 AM|